Pain
I am in pain, I am in a lot of Pain. I can't make my Pain go away, I can't stop absorbing and experiencing the Pain, I can't help but let the Pain get onto my thoughts. I am not sure of what makes the Pain tread and then halt, I am not sure from where the Pain arises, what can I make of it; I am not sure how to deal with the Pain, nor do I have anyone to make me understand how to deal with it. The closest I can describe the Pain is When you have a big lump of non swallowable ache after a heartbreak, The Pain isn't new, and its been there for a while and while, it makes me anxious all the time, And my hands are tied to my back, while I have to put up a face of composure and generosity; to not let it go to other people for the Pain feeds on others sanity and itself grows, thus I everyday, taste it's elements as it shoves itself helplessly down my throat.